just wanna believe in me !

you say i need to believe in myself well... it's not that easy with everything going on in my head, you say i need to have my confidence that i had 6 months ago but how can i do that when people don't treat me like i should have any...!

I don't wanna be afraid

I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today

And know that I'm okay

Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways

So you see, I just wanna believe in me...

The mirror doesn't lie it always shows you how other people see you...you say i'm strong but i'm not, I'm not about to break down.. not today i guess i always knew, i can find the strength to make it through this!...

I'm losing myself trying to compete with everyone else.. instead of being me..Don't know where to turn.. I've been stuck in this routine.... i need to change my ways instead of always being weak!!....

You've made me realize how much i have  changed and for the better and now i'm just messing things up in more ways then one...

you have made me think about how i should be and i am very grateful for that.. i don't always believe what people say because i've been so use to have nasty things said to me...

But lately everyone has been so kind and so understand...an i just wanna believe in me...Not gonna be afraid

I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today

And know that I'm okay

Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways

So you see, now, now I believe in me <3 

My Slimming World Journey So Far

my slimming world journey so far has been one of the best things i have ever done in my life, i have met some amazing people who has always been there for me no matter what...

I have had ups and downs, put weight on loss weight but you can not have a weight loss journey without the gains, but it always makes you stronger to do better next week...

no one has ever judged me, i couldn't wish for a better consultant, she's been there when i needed help, when i thought i couldn't do it when i could 1 she would always encourage me to do well and not always come in with a weight loss...

there is also another person that has been there for me when ever i have needed advise, shes helped me threw soo much this last year and half...

but honestly i would not change a thing, Its always the down weeks that will boost your confidence for the week a head... when i first put weight on it was horrible and i felt disappointed  but when then it became much easier to deal with...

NEVER GIVE UP !!! its the best thing you could ever doo !