my best friend

my best friend has been there for me since what feels like for ever

she's never walked away from me

never ignored me

always checks i'm ok

 

she is the only friend i can all my best friend

I really don't know what i would do without her

she's been my rock and when ever I have needed someone to talk to she has been there even when she has busy and been going through thing of her own

 

her phone calls always cheer me up

always makes me smile

she never judges people

 

I told her something today

and i thought i was going to loose a great friend

but I never she stuck by me and is sticking by

always giving me advise

she's not once not turned away from me and said I'm not helping you anymore

 

knowing she is always going to be there for me

means more than anyone will know

with out her by my side I don't think i would be where i am now

 

she's like my little sister

i'm always going to be here like she is for me

and if anyone upsets her i will be on it

 

she's the most kindest, loveliest, honest friend anyone could ask for

I never thought I would gain a friend like this but I have

she calls me when she knows i'm upset

inbox's me to see how i am

 

she is just amazing and such an inspiration to me

i'm so lucky to have her

Ill say it again i don't know what i would do without her

she's just the most perfect bet friend I have ever had and always will have

this is the truth I really wouldn't be where I am right now if it wasn't for her always being there for me

I would just like to say massive thank you to her for everything that she ahs done for me I really do appreciate it...thank you soo much

love you



she cries

she cries when no one looks,

she hides behind that door that she keeps shut,

no one knows about her tears,

no one bothers to ask if she's ok...

 

 

she cries her self to sleep every night,

her parents don't hear cause they are unaware,

she's ready to give up,

but doesn't want to leave her family in pain...

 

she keeps that door shut so no one can hear her cry's at night,

no one can tell she cries alone behind her bedroom door every night,

she keeps it hidden from everyone at school,

everyone thinks she's the happiest person they know...

 

but they don't know that she cries at night,

only if they knew,

would they help her?

would they care?

or would they just walk away?...

 

she cries when no one looks,

she hides behind that door she keeps shut,

no one knows about her tears,

no one bothers to ask if she's ok....

 

she has no one,

she cant talk to her parents cause she's scared,

she has two people in her life that understand

but doesn't want to bother them all the time,

it makes her sad when she see's other children

 having heart to heart conversations with their mum...

 

no one hears her cries,

everyone thinks she's fine,

behind that door she holds a story, a story that people don't know...

 

'friends' have said they are there for her,

but are gone when she turns to them,

they told her a lie, they know her past and see things that people would question,

but not her 'friends' they just ignore it....

 

she doesn't know how much longer she can hold out for,

she's tried so many times to stop her self from feeling this way,

always alone and not knowing where to turn...

 

she doesn't believe she can do it,

when everyone around her as the confidence in her,

they tell her all the time she can do ,

but she doesn't believe a word of it...

 

she's tired of trying to be someone she's not,

someone everyone would like,

someone who is pretty,

someone that has friends who will stick by her and be there for her...

 

she's just done...