how i feel today

dear diary,

          i'm not sure how to feel i'm not has happy as i was this morning why did my feelings have to change? :(

i'm feeling down i don't know why i wish i could stop it...

your the reason i smiled today

i'm feel like i'm all along with no one to hold and that no one really understands how i feel i may tell them but they don't really understand they do try but it doesn't work...

i wish someone understood me and how i feel 

why doesn't anyone understand me?

just listing to certain songs  makes me cry because i think of all the bad things that make me sad...

i feel like i'm just the girl who just gets on everyone's nerves because of the way i laugh.. i wish i could change that but i can't... why can't you except that?

pink slimmer listen you fine the way you are stop being so hard on your self if people doesn't like something about you then don't worrie you are who you are no one can change that neither can you !!